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19.11.03
2:17 PM

3 days to go!!!!!


hehehehehe..tomorrow is my last paper....so...happy maaa....can't wait to go home....


16.11.03
3:07 PM

i'm Faint!!!!!!!!!!


You are
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I am a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars

i amwhat i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it's like
no matter what i do
i can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here
cause you're all i got

i am a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause you don't understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i don't make sense

i am what you never want to say
but i've never had a doubt
it's like no matter what i do
i can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here
cause you're all i got

i can't feel
the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal
this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored


no
hear me out now
you're gonna listen to me
like it or not
right now



2:15 PM

can't wait to go home!!!!!!!!!!


there's another 6 days left in my life here!!not really in da mood to study coz my mind now have already in Malaysia...but anyway...exam tetap exam....you can't change anything...so,just face it!!!!by the way, i've got another 3 papers to go...not really bad caos by tomorrow and tuesday,i already finish another two paper....my first paper,Information System is really a disaster...i dunno 'bout anybody else but for me it's quite hard...but hopefully i will pass....please God!!!!call mum a couple days ago..not quite much to talked 'bout but she'd told me that she's quite excited this yer and dad already take mc for two weeks for raya....Gee still struggling wif SPM rite now...he's not goin' to finished until 23rd of Nov.....hahhahaha..padan muker nko!!!anyway brotha....hope you'll doin' fine wif ya exam....


11.11.03
4:24 PM

new one!!!!!!!


heheheheheh..this is da new one and i'll promised this is da last one that i'm gonna be usin' until next year..i kinda like da
stripes style...(nih sumer sbb Hudanesz!!!hehheehehhehe...)memula nak buat polkadot but i'm afraid it's gonna look very funny...but anyway,maybe next year...my d/load quota just finished,dat's why i didn't update my blog for a while...nuttin much now..watched Queer eye last nite...Jai mmg comel!!!!heheheheheheh....got to go now...haven't finished readin' accountin' yet...got 8 chaps to go!!!!


1.11.03
9:12 PM

broke maaa!!!!


got my allowance today....been to Stone Corner and city da whole day..bought sum stuff....actually buy sum clothes for my family and me too!!!hahahahhha...then at the city, got sum souveniers for other ppl...now in my account i've got only 7 bucks.....went to tarawikh,lotsa new ppl are coming....RABBIT...


2:43 AM

bosanlaa nih!!!!


Name: everybody knows my name
but anyway it's Syahida(in case u dunno)
Time started: 2.29 a.m
Birthdate: 25 Nov 1984
Age: 18
Home town: Kerteh,Malaysia
Siblings: 6 including me
righty or lefty: lefty

Your Looks

REAL Hair Colour: black

Eye Colour: Dark brown//black??

Do you wear contacts or glasses?: Glasses

Do you have any piercings: ears

Do you wear any rings: nope

What shoes do you wear: sandal

How are you today: borink....

What pants are you wearing: cargo pant

What shirt are you wearing at the moment?: black top

How does your hair look right now?: short and sumwhat horrible..

What song are you listening to right now: michelle branch-hotel paper

What was the last thing you ate: pizza!!

How is the weather right now: nice yet chilly nite

The last person you talked to on the phone: hmm.....mynn kot....

More About You

What are the last four digits of your phone?:
1471

If you were a crayon what color would you be?:
green

Have you ever almost died: twice....but i'm lucky!!!

Best advice anyone's given to you: my MUM and grandma...and it's da same
advice....
Do/Done drugs: i dun't do drugs

What sport do you hate the most: cricket...

How many phones do you have in your house: 1

Do you have your own phone line: no way!!!!

Animals: goldfish

Place for a dream house: on a huge green field or in a tropical forest

Have you ever sprained/broken/fracured a bone: just a couple stiches.

Who would you tell your dreams to: myself..

Who is the loudest friend: ili!!!

Who is the quietest friend: fazz!!!

You and Love

Do you believe in love: hmmmm...not really...

Do you believe in love at first sight?: hard to tell

Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: Nope

Did you send this to your crush: nope..

What song do you want played at ur funeral: none...

Pick This or That

Lights on/off: off....maybe just a lil' lite

Do you like snow, sun, rain: rain

Summer or winter: pre-winter

White or chocolate milk: dark chocolate milk

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-O, i guess..

Skiing or boarding: boarding!!

Day or night: nite

Cake or pie: cake esp cheesecake!!

Diamond or pearl: diamond

Sunset or sunrise: Sunrise!!!

Have You Ever been kissed: yep by my mum and everybody else when
i was a baby!!!

Loved someone so much it made you cry: once!!!

Danced in public : if it's wif my lil' sista!!!

Broke the law: always...but still i got to be a prefect????

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