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my nihon go skitto disaster...
heheheheheh..thanx to Fazz for helping me to write the name in kanji!btw it's Inoue Asuka..just feeling grateful that my skit was away now....no need to feel nervous lagi!!but just feel a lil' bit awful and funny at the same time cause, it's all become a disaster sebab gue udah jadi lupa!!i mean, it went smooth while we're practising but when the real presentation, i'm kinda stuck dan cam dah haru-biru...waaa...but it's fun...omoshiroi~anyway,sambung skit lagi this entry..cos it's actually part of the whole story...to Salwa....well done!!hhehehehhe..finally we've done it!!sorry for being soo the kelam kabut one....thanks also for the help!!!Mynn arigato also for the help with the tonasi and gaya2 jopun sopan santun!!!waaa....never gonna master it!!the rest...it's fun and i'm having the time of my life!!
wishing for the better...
**just a reminder for me to actually start to think about stuff that i need to be focus on and actually start working on....got tons of books that need to be read...terbengkalai sejak got those books and start uni....i'll try to finish it one by one....feeling tired with all those constraints in life....especially with time....too little time but too much to do...been practising my skit with Salwa and Fazz as pemerhati bebas...fun but a lil' bit kaku for me cos it's hard to do those japanese cute,polite tonasi/style...then,went to uni to print my skitto script out and went to the alumni book fair with Fazz...got some good bargain for the books...just bought some japanese work book, a book about Australia<---which i believe is a perfect thing to give to my lil' bro + lil' sis...heheeheheheh...
My Bloginality is ISFJ!!!
me and my introvert,feeling,sensing and judgement personality
**just try to kill my time doing something constructive for myself...actually just to find some learning mood as uni open today and i wanna make sure that i can ease this lazy feeling from me......
The Nurture
As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.
ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.
ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.
ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.
ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.
The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.
More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.
Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.
The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.
ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".
The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.
ujan dah mai....
actually this is yesterday's entry yang tak sempat nak dipublish kos i've nutting to put in here....just feel blank last nite and all i wanna do is sleep....try to remeber a thing that i really wanna put in here tapi lupa sangat...and still keep wondering wut it is....me = prone to short memory loss....wut is it?wut is it?wut is it?
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malas dah nak buat yang baru so today(23/04) punyer entry pon masuk sini skalik laaa...jimat ruang dan masa serta tenaga....indulged meself with nasi goreng belacan rite now....feel very tension sebab belacan abang khalid tu tak abis-abis lagi....so i'd poured all into the kuali and decided to make nasi goreng.....punyerlaa berbelacan sampai sekarang nih feel a lil' bit pening-pening...huhuhuhhuhu..just tried to relax myself for a while before i start discussing ma skit again with salwa...listening to this at the moment......sleep like a child--joss stone.....
Tonight when the darkness comes
Why don't we treat it like a friend
Then we'll both be glad to see the night
And we'll be hoping
It's never going to end
So don't be afraid of
what the night-time may bring
You must understand that
you can dream of anything
So fall into sleep
Peaceful and deep
And may this journey help you fly
When you can't hold out much longer
Don't you cry
When the darkness is getting stronger
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And I when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
You won't be alone
For I will not be denied
Under the darkest of skies
I'm gunna be by your side
Well I know
I can see it in your eyes
You're tired of
fighting everyday
Trying to struggle
through the night
Yes I know that it's
hard to carry on
So just lay down your heard
And in your dreams
you will be strong
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
Oh like a child
Peaceful and deep
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And I when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
**for that very darkest night, they'll always be the moon that will shine on our paths...and for that moment to come we have to keep fighting for all the right to be right....
00o0o00..macam tu ker?
just went back homme..from uni with mas..been in da lab for about 6 hours...to diya:rasanya...tagboard memang dah besar..tapi maybe kena tambah width for the column dimana tagboard tuh berada...so..standard tagboard biasanya 300 - 350..so try tukar witdh colum tuh kepada saiz yang sewaktu dengannya...dear emalin....heheheeh..berbuat baiklah selalu..pasti ada..(heheheh,cam kolum cinta-cintun plak!)...takdelaa...tapi tak mustahilkan?ada kot kat celah mana-mana tu,terselit tapi kita je yang tak perasan...but it's alrite just enjoy life selagi masih ada waktu and it will come to u in such a way that u didnt even realised.....ok,cukup ngan omongan-omongan poyo si rabbit....leen,nanti kalau nak beli pasu for pokok tomato,ajak sekali ye?pokok tomato gue udah mau tumbang...nanti nggak sempat berbuah udah patah riuk batangnya..~thanks to mas too for make me realised how fun UNIX is....haahaahha...blom pakar lagi but at least i'm find it interesting...got to have some sleep now...my soul feel so tired now eventhough my body is still wakeup and restless....
satu hari yang berlalu...
satu hari yang pendek dan dihabiskan separuh darinya diluar....me,Salwa,Fazz and Dila went out today....just jalan2 disekitar city and taking some pixs...been to Nandos for lunch...Then sambung balik perjalanan berjalan-jalan tu ke Target....before that, we went browsing along Queen Street Mall sambil window2 shopping..then went back homme and watched Bride and Prejudice for the third time....beramai-ramai...now,i'm trying to divide my little time to study,do my assignments and then later watch EFL....go Arsenal...!tonite it's going to be MU vs. Newcastle....not really keen but it's better than watch anything else....just feeling a lil' bit tired today but my spirit still restless...miss those voices...to abah,did gave ma new add pada Azean..so don't worry cos i'm not hilang yet....will call homme tomorrow..promise!
Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
(Your beautiful soul, yeah...)
Verse 1:
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
(Your beautiful soul, yeah...)
Verse 2:
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind, if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry, c'mon let's try
Chorus:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Bridge:
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby, do you think you could want me too?
I don't want to waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
Chorus:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah yeah yeah...Beautiful Soul
/**my second entry for the same day....i can't keep this song to myself!!!totally in love with the song that i want to share it with the whole wide world....(actually, i just want to publish it here!!)...these song really make my day...it keep me grinning and smiling everyday...**should ask my bro to start learn to play this song!!**cam ada aura2 kegembiraan yang banyak everytime i heard this song....crazy me but i feel good everytime i heard this song...it really make me feel ok for wanting something badly but can't get it...just not another pretty face but a beautiful soul~....one more,this song really make me feel like i'm at the beach..just miss those beautiful beach around my place...just hanging there with ma mom,dad and lil' sis...miss you all...heheehehe,sori but just a lil bit familysick rite now....just can't wait to go homme to see them all..then,we can all sit at the beach again..dedicate this song to the most beautiful soul of mine...my dearie mum and dad!!!miss. pinky;Ain,my chubby sis;Azean,the 3 rascals; tarmizi, luqman and korie....to dearest friends of mine, noia and salwa and mastura!!!for always be there, listening to my story of the day and for other beautiful souls out there.....in Unit 7,9,12 and 17 and in the whole wide world!thank God that He'd created this world so beautiful that it's show not only through the face or race but from the soul.....so, y we still need hate and violence when love can set u free?
*/
Tak Bisa Memiliki
Memang....waktuku tersisa
Untuk selalu di sisi,
menjaga hatimu
Aku..kan slalu mencoba,
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat...
Aku tak bisa memiliki
Menjaga cintamu
Walau sesungguhnya hatiku
mencintaimu, memilikimu
Aku tak ingin kau terluka
Mencintai aku...
Hapuslah air matamu
Dan lupakan aku...
Sungguh,
Di batas asaku
Hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani hidupmu...
Aku..kan slalu mencoba,
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat
berai...
Terlambatkah tepati janji
Saat kau melangkah ’tuk pergi
Yakinkah ini semua, yang telah kita bina
Terjaga oleh kelam
Dan terimbas dengan suram
Kau kemasi kasih sayangmu
Bergegas ambil langkah sendu
Yakinlah ini semua, yang harus kita rasa
Terjaga oleh kelam
Dan terimbas dengan suram
Haruskah kau ’kan pergi
Bila semua ’kan sepi
Haruskah kau kembali
Saat kau baca lirih ini
**been listening to this song and been trying to figure out wut's the lyric is all about...hehheeheh,cam takder keje lain je kan? i'm bored and can't think of anything to do...just wonder how many time today did i say that word bored, boring....?i love this song<---typical me when i've got stux with one song and keep repeating it for about 1000 times till i get bored....again....but i do love this song, i love the part where Duta sing: Kau kemasi kasih sayangmu,Bergegas ambil langkah sendu,Yakinlah ini semua, yang harus kita rasa,Terjaga oleh kelam,Dan terimbas dengan suram.....another song that really remind me to my mom...but the thing is,this song really reminds me on how a person will feel when somebody that they love walk away forever without any words or explaination.and hoping that maybe someday they'll come back to them,somehow..that sumtimes they didn't care about anything else...irony isn't it? we always wish for sumthing that we know or we hope to come to us but never take a moment to look around and think about others....*boring*bored*boring*bored*boring*bored*boring*bored*boring*bored*boring*Dengar Bisikku*T.H.E. R.A.I.N*
one day story
got asssigned into project team this evening....very awkward when we all need to get together and think about what to write inside the group form thingy....got 5 guys in ma group and me and Pei Shan is the only gurl in the team....it's hard to overcome the strangeness feel when we all sit together...i guess everybody had the same feeling when they sit with somebody that they didn't know and knowing that they need to work with all those strangers for at least 6 months.....then, in the evening, went for my japanese class for about 2 hours...just love my Akemi sensee!!!she make me happy....i like the way she teach us all...went back homme and went upstairs for PQSA general meeting....then me,Salwa n Huda went to Ah Chai just for ice cream...how dodgy it is? i felt like small kid again....back school, went to groceries shop for paddle pop ice cream....but for now,have to come back to the real world...tons of work are calling me now....just wish that i can still open my eyes and do sumthing that is beneficial to me.....miss those days and i feel empty now...~
Disaat kita bersama,
diwaktu kita tertawa
menangis merenung,
oleh cinta
Kau coba hapuskan rasa,
rasa dimana kau melayang
jauh dari jiwaku, juga
mimpiku
Biarlah biarlah,
hariku dan harimu
Terbelenggu satu
oleh ucapan manismu
Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan,
rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina
Sekilas kau tampak layu,
jika kau rindukan gelak
tawa yang warnai
lembar jalan kita
Reguk dan reguklah,
mimpiku dan mimpimu
Terbelenggu satu,
oleh ucapan janjimu
Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina
Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina
Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Akankah kita seirama
Saat terikat, rasa hina
just feeling out of nowhere for the last two days and now....and it's getting stronger and stronger everytime i listen to this song...miss my mum especially...she hates when i sang this song to her cause everytime she'd angry with me, this song managed to take off her anger....kenapa...i dun't really know but it's like a mark for me(indirectly) that her love and trust will always be with me... pelikkan, how a song can touch you deep into the soul?i am tired of waiting...i just wished that i'm not here....
Just for my mum
I write this song
Just for my mum
I sing this song
Cause just my mom
Can wipe my tears,
Cause just my mom
will always be here...
miss you gurls all.....!never thought that we all can go this far and separate from each other...but itu lumrah kan? kita bertemu untuk berpisah....i'll always remember that...i keep wondering wut will happened kalau kita semua betul-betul went to matrix together....mesti havoc dan we'll never had new friends..and the best part is; we'll end up doing the same job....how boring is that?still remember that stupid promise that we all make? not to have new friends?i guess that's why God put us in different places just to make sure that we learn to appreciate each other even more and to let us learn and adapt in new environment....but there's gotta be more to life isn't it? happy to know you all and still knowing you all....and will always be...
kita saling
berpendapat
kita ini yang
terhebat
kesombongan
di masa muda
yang indah..
aku raja kau pun raja
aku hitam kau pun hitam...
erti teman lebih dari
sekadar materi!
sleepy me!!
warghh..naik sakit spinal cord aku sebab lamer sangat dok atah kerusi kat lab!!!5.14a.m. on 7 April.....hehehehe,beberapa jam lagi sebelum assignment due...just submit mine and glad that i can figure out things that i think is correct(hopefully!)..can't wait to go home and have some sleep...huarghh~
hujan..oh, hujan...
masih ada banyak keje yang blom siap, but i'd dare to take risk to watch Sepet...did watch half of it with Bayah and Fazz this morning, and i can't stop thinking about it..from the first moment i watched it, terus terjatuh chenta....suke btol biler tgk Jason menari-nari along with that ghazal song...and part when he'd yelled with mic to Jimmy about selling his sister if he wants money...hahaahaah..just finished the first part first...i'll watch the second half when i've finished my project...till then layan So7 and Untuk Perempuan....**hehehehe,tepat 7.50pm and me have finish watched Sepet!!yeay....nice plot dan sangat rindu that malay,chinese and kemaman nyer suasana...huhuhhuhu..miss all the chinese scene back in kerteh!!especially those apek-apeknyer restoran...hahahaha,sori ya!suka skripnyer jugak,ada nilai estetika tersendiri..especially from the letter..guess, rasanyer cinta malay-chinese ni dah lama wujud tapi maybe rasa awkward between both races tuh still ada as hidup bersama both races, i knew masing-masing still kuat bertahan dengan budaya dan kepercayaan masing-masing...but then i realised i miss my parent even more..
**Pix adalah diambil dari filemkita.com
Unutk Perempuan-Sheila on 7
Jangan mengejarnya jangan mencarinya
Dia yang kan menemukanmu
Kau mekar di hatinya
Di hari yang tepat..
Jangan mengejarku dan jangan mencariku
Aku yang kan menemukanmu
Kau mekar di hatiku
Di hari yang tepat..
Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
Tenanglah tenang dia kan datang
Dan memungutmu ke hatinya yang terdalam
Bahkan dia takkan bertahan tanpamu
Sebukan harimu jangan fikirkanku
Takdir yang kan menuntunku
Pulang kepada mu
Di hari yang tepat
Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
Tenanglah tenang aku kan datang
Dan memungutmu ke hatiku yang terdalam
Bahkan ku takkan bertahan tanpamu
Aku yang kan datang..
Aku yang kan datang..
Aku yang kan datang..
Aku yang kan datang..(menghampirimu)
kenapa malas ni?
Study is nothing else but a possession of the mind
~Thomas Hobbes --1651 English~
yes,that's rite....shout!!
i'm tired and full of wonders...but now at least i've got the answer to wut i'd been seeking for...the truth is always nasty rite? and i hate telling things that i dun't want to...i'm tired to think about others but i know it's hard to turn ur heart from them and it's hard to just accept the "wind of change"....got tangled up with lotsa things which i believed i won't be able to catch up with...crazy me but time is the biggest force that keep pushing me to make it...and i do wish that i can make it just fine...but at least there's sumthing that do ease ma mind...cute baby Muaz, son of Kak Asma and Abg. Zakir..so cute that i'd keep pinching his chubby cheeks and tried to woke him up...huhuhh,i'm missing Ain sooo much now...miss those time when my lil sis were still a baby..little rascal,i still can't find the shoe that you want but i'll find it for you, promise!!it's in pink rite??and bro, i'd got the tee in red but can't find the black one..sori ya, cos ma money is running out cam air paip kat depan rumah tu...so, i can buy you only one...hahahahaha,death of the punk?..bawak-bawaklah dengar S.O.A plak...dearie yana, how's your silat's?hope that you did pass else sia-sia je ko fire your opponent sampai lebam-lebam...and true, me also missing those hockey training with you and those time kita gaduh sebab rebut padang...and sori to say, i am playing golf now...! can't fit myself into any martial arts anymore cos i'm too heavy!and Salwa, thanx for the Nescafe Latte...it was delicious!!!and those nasi too...waaaaa....
