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syahida
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30.1.08
1:43 AM

i just puzzled..i don't know if i did do something wrong because this friendship are not like before anymore. i wonder who change the most between us but i just want to let it go. if this is the way things are,now, i rather for it to end slowly without i noticing it. maybe that path we have crossed, ended here...it's weird though, cos i dun't feel free anymore to be around you.i lost the happiness vibe when i around you. everything now, is complicated and always hurting. i wonder, why always i have to be the second choice? am i only someone to lean on during rainy days......?if so, i still glad that you think of me for that....if that what a friend for.......


1.1.08
2:13 PM

a new beginning at the very late nite...and a very quiet celebration of us for this new chapter of our time being on this world. i, personally does not think that as the date changed, some people too, changed. and because i didn't change, i think the idea of that is really absurd.but from all that we have been talking about, i guess, going ahead a year in my age; i think i am in loss...maybe, if certain things, if i've done it right..i would not be here and i will not be like this now. i see changes in many people that are close to me.and thing that makes them change becoming important for them to carry and protect. and i wonder too, if i went to UTM, maybe i've finished study by now or maybe if i didn't study, i should have ended up getting married and have kids...or maybe working...but this is my present, which also seem like a mirror to my future. and with this new year, i want to start working hard to make sure it is something worth at the end. i may missed a few chances which may promised me a good life but maybe it's too simple for me. challenges yet to come in my life and either ways that i choose, i know it is for the betterment of me....

We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (Left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that wont happen to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Wont look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every day, becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

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