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sepanjang 2 minggu yang lepas, saya blaja pelbagai perkara...banyak dan pelbagai...with three my sweet sis from Canberra, i learned a lot...sorry grll,tak dapat layan sumer dengan bestnyerr...masa sangat cemburu dengan kita...i learned to let go and i learned to accept...i learned to make myself ikhlas not just because i want ppl to be happy but i want to please Him....now i know wut i'm doing is not cos i wanna do it but it's more than that....for every action that i do and every word i say,it's already be arrange by my qada' and qadar.. but it's not just base on that cos i know it can be change..and hopefully i have change it to sumthing that is better and make everybody happy....and i'm trying to make myself liberal,not with my way of life but with wut i believe in....and it's sumthing that i want and i decide on...and like a song says....wut makes u different,cos u different to me...and i dun't want to be another confused copycat cos of society....
Emosi Mengalahkan Segala-galanyanya"
• Jangan menunggu senyuman, baru
mau berbuat baik.
• Jangan menunggu dicintai, baru mau
mencintai.
• Jangan menunggu kesepian melanda,
baru mau menghargai persahabatan.
• Jangan menunggu pekerjaan baik, baru
mau sungguh-sungguh bekerja.
• Jangan menunggu mendapat banyak,
baru mau berbagi.
• Jangan menunggu kesulitan muncul,
baru mau percaya dengan doa.
• Jangan menunggu adanya waktu, baru
mau melayani.
• Jangan menunggu.......,karena kamu
tidak tahu berapa lama WAKTUMU...
• Jangan menunggu.....BERANILAH!!!
emosi adalah bahagian diri kita yang paling berpengaruh. begitu sukar untuk tidak memasukkan emosi di dalam melakukan sesuatu perkara. gembira,sedih,takut,tekanan dan ego merupakan manipulasi emosi pada diri kita. untuk mengatasi emosi yang terlalu mendalam dalam diri,perlulah banyak bersabar. dan sebagai seorang muslim,amat penting untuk diri ini sentiasa berdiplomasi dengan keadaan dan perkara2 yg menyebabkan emosi ini mengatasi segala2nya...terlalu banyak emosi akan membawa kesan yang buruk kepada orang lain tapi emosi juga perlu,kerana tanpa emosi; manusia takkan tahu untuk menilai erti kemanusiaan,toleransi,menghormati dan mengasihi setiap kurniaanNya.....maaf kupohon jika emosi diri ini telah melukakan hati kamu..saya tak mahu menunggu orang lain terluka, baru mahu meminta maaf.....
F.A.H.A.M.
berapa ramai antara kita faham apa itu faham?dan brapa orang dari kita yang benar2 faham apa yang difahami??how good are u dealing with kefahaman anda??no worries cos i also dun't understand wut i'm babbling about...just wanna say that my INFS3200 adalah susah...warghh..tak fahamnya naper diorg tanyer pasal benda yg tak samer ngan skema yg diberi oleh mereka sendiri....nasiblaa bab membantai dan back up plan nih aku mmg terrror....bantailaa abis2an.....entahlaa....
syukur...
i am feeling very anxious today...dahlaaa lab assements belum siap...dengan tak pahamnyer lagi,i told myself that i would never get a change to assesed it...but 3 pm,i came down here to the lab...tgh terkial2 cam labi2,tetiba Mapen sampai...jadik,dlm keterkial2an itu aku pon soh laa dier check balik jawapan aku....akhirnya selamat juga assesment 4 aku submit....dan thank jugak kepada Mapen dan Nazri yang bertungkus-lumus memahamkan aku dengan lab assesment 5...terima kasih byk2..sbb aku mmg tak faham...dan pada sifu aku,Mas..thanx jugak...penat awak ajar tp saya tetap dok luper jugak....apa laaa nak jadi..labu2.....
to much of "me" makes me wanna....
not feeling vibrant like other days..just not in da mood i guess...the reason:sumbody,some place, some how bugging me with tha same thing...which is very ridiculous but like this song.....I won't worry my life away andS.A.B.A.R!!
i know but i dun't understand....is that the real you???
Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of July,
freedom reign
But something on the surface it stinks
I said something on the surface
well it kinda makes me nervous,
who says you deserve this?
and what kind of God would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well, If you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
Chorus
The remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away, hey, oh
I won't worry my life away, hey, oh
Well I heard two men talking on the radio
In a crossfire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Well they were counting down the ways
To stab the brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss,
where the minty fresh death breath is sure to
Outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because
If you gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
Chorus
The remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away, hey, oh
I won't worry my life away, hey, oh
When I fall in love
I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun
but I'm still gonna shine
And I'll tell you why
Cause...
Chorus
The remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away, hey, oh
I won't worry my life away, I won't worry my life
I won't worry my life away, I won't worry my life
I won't and I won't and I won't
the prettiest thing-----
--->about today,i just realised it's already end of week 7 and it's happen so fast that i realised i am still blur and blank about certain subjects...takutnyerrr..i'm feeling very eerie and scared like Emily the Strange...hahahaha...just submitted my 2nd java assignment with helped by Mastura....thanx a bunch Mas!!and then later in the evening Mas'd treat us with special dinner at Nandos...thanx a bunch again!!!doing nuttin now..i am thinking of doing so works but maybe i'll rest for a while b4 i start...got one exam next week(21st Sept....)which means that i need to study or else i'm going to pay the price for procrastinate....blajalaa Rab....bukan lamer pon..setahun jerk lagi....thinking about my final year...is it going to be a good one for me??very scary to think about it...hopefully i can make it greatly as my parents do deserve this great honour after plus-minus 20 years of raising and spoiling me with their love and money!!=)
The prettiest thing
I ever did see
Was lightening from the top of a cloud
Moving through the dark a million miles an hour
With somewhere to be
So why does it seem
Like a picture
Hanging up on someone else's wall
Lately I haven't been myself at all
It's heavy on my mind
I'm dreaming again
Like I've always been
And way down low
I know
The prettiest thing
I ever did see
Was dusty as the handle on the door
Rusty as a nail stuck in the old pine floor
Looks like home to me
I'm dreaming again
Like I've always been
And way down low
I'm thinkin' of the
prettiest thing
siapa itu berbaju merah....
pantas sekali dia berlari...hingga bayangnya tak
betah untuk ku jejaki...
beban kerja yang gagagugu ditahap 1.8 scalaricter...
guess that's how all uni students felt when they move one step forward to the next level....even lotsa ppl says,be a uni students is lepak but nuttin as that lepak yg boley buat kiter grad ngan berjaya...esp me; too much workload and too much pressure to cope with...bukan pressure lahiriah jer...but also pressure from the inside....in a way i think, the way we managed life as uni student make us(and me) more mature and learn to be more dynamic....and pressure make me be more "aerodynamic where i learn to encounter obstacles and pressure as best as i can......back to my so called life;nuttin much except the urgency to finish all my assesments and assignments before the due date.....and this bzinesss and dzness keepin' me really dun't have time for anything else except for couple of good things in my life....oklaaaa...enuff for now...have to start some works b4 i'm regretting myself for being a successful procrastinator..
pulangkanlah~.......
betulkah ini??
hari ni saya(??)bangun with a great amount of shocked yg mengalahkan G-Shocknyer jam lagi...i dunno wut has happened but my mind seem to spin very fast and far that i remember that two years ago i've promise an old friend on one thing...i am sad to say that i am totally forgot about it until today....and sadly,now i know kenapa dia bersikap in such a way that make me feeling down on sum stuff....and yes,my dear friend, i am guilty for every broken promises that i've done....and if it is not too late...can we still stick with that promise???i really mean it cos i can't find anybody who can sing this song like you do....
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time, it won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again.
---I should've been the light in your eyes (should've been the light)
Should've been the fire in your smile (should've been the fire)
I should've been your spirit and your guide
I wonder do you think of me? (do you think of me?)
Maybe you shed a tear for me (shed a tear for me)
I realise I paid the price but nothing's gonna change the way I feel
for you---
itu aku....
aku,
aku adalah seorang insan,
sepertimu
punya rasa dan logik,
punya sedih dan gembira.
aku bukanlah orang
yang lengkap,
lahiriah dan mentalku
masih lemah,
terkadang aku adalah
prejudis,
terkadang juga,
aku adalah optimis.
aku insan yang
serba kurang,
tak pernah mampu untuk
memenuhi hasrat
setiap orang,
walaupun aku mencuba,
aku sering gagal.
aku,
aku adalah manusia
yang kecil,
pergantungan ku
hanyalah padaNya,
walau kusedari,
sangat rendah diriku
dihadapanNya.
aku?kalau bercakap pasal diri sendiri;i think everybody will gladly tell how good s/he is in mostly every single things.it ain't anything bad but sumtimes;i feel by doing that,i've being selfish...sumtimes i wondered,why everything must be in state where's this "aku" must exist? yeah,i know ppl will says,that's just how i am...but do you really think so???selfishness;i think even the most tolerable human beings in this earth pon masih ader sedikit sifat ini dalam diri...it's hard to say it's nutting when it's sumthing...don't want to babble a lot about this;i just wanna say,that selfishness is sumthing that human and even me cannot throw away from myself...but i do know that sumtimes selfishness do hurt....as a muslim, i've tried hard to be tolerant and don't give pay much attention about it...but,sumtimes it's really hard especially when it's sumthing that played with ur pride and feelings....
i don't want to be the one,the battle of choose,cause inside i realised,i am the one confused
