itu aku....
aku,
aku adalah seorang insan,
sepertimu
punya rasa dan logik,
punya sedih dan gembira.
aku bukanlah orang
yang lengkap,
lahiriah dan mentalku
masih lemah,
terkadang aku adalah
prejudis,
terkadang juga,
aku adalah optimis.
aku insan yang
serba kurang,
tak pernah mampu untuk
memenuhi hasrat
setiap orang,
walaupun aku mencuba,
aku sering gagal.
aku,
aku adalah manusia
yang kecil,
pergantungan ku
hanyalah padaNya,
walau kusedari,
sangat rendah diriku
dihadapanNya.
aku?kalau bercakap pasal diri sendiri;i think everybody will gladly tell how good s/he is in mostly every single things.it ain't anything bad but sumtimes;i feel by doing that,i've being selfish...sumtimes i wondered,why everything must be in state where's this "aku" must exist? yeah,i know ppl will says,that's just how i am...but do you really think so???selfishness;i think even the most tolerable human beings in this earth pon masih ader sedikit sifat ini dalam diri...it's hard to say it's nutting when it's sumthing...don't want to babble a lot about this;i just wanna say,that selfishness is sumthing that human and even me cannot throw away from myself...but i do know that sumtimes selfishness do hurt....as a muslim, i've tried hard to be tolerant and don't give pay much attention about it...but,sumtimes it's really hard especially when it's sumthing that played with ur pride and feelings....
i don't want to be the one,the battle of choose,cause inside i realised,i am the one confused