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oh my....
wish i still have a lotsa ideas to write about...dun't really got big things happened to me a lot these days..guess that life has getting bored of me...Unit 7 have been very busy lately,a lotsa stuff need to be done..unpacked, phone lines, internet connection seem like the important stuff that need to be settle.i just realised that it is actually hard to manage all of this homey stuff...we always take simple things for granted and i'm bored of waiting for everything to be as usual again. i'm tired, i'm sick and i feel blurry...i dunno what happened but i dun't have a heart to do anything at all...something's missing from me and i dun't know what...i keep looking for it but i'm not sure what i'm looking for and how do i know what i've been looking for...it's like i'm continously walking in circle and just can't break it..abah called me later that nite on my mobile as he can't reach me at home...haven't talked to him for about 3 weeks and i miss talking to him..he'd leave a message on the phone and that's least thing that he'll do cos he never leave any message before...i guess that's what i'm missing...i missed talking to people that used to listen and understand me...i missed people that i used to share my thought,my opinion. i missed the mirror that never fails to make my day brighter than yesterday.i wonder why people are keen to be self-efficient that they forget
how to be happy and feel good about the right things...i felt like a mannequin on the display inside a shop...
Salahkah Aku
Tak Seindah
Hari-hari yang kuidamkan
Untuk bersamamu
Tiada lagi ruang
Dihatimu
Untuk kucurahkan segala
Apa yang ku rasa
Tapi kau tak percaya
Siapa ku dihatimu
Hanya mengganggu hidupmu
Maafkanku
Aku tak berdaya
Membahagiakan kamu
Tiba saatnya
Ku kan pergi jua
Mengakhiri segalanya
Salahkah ku
Hanya mahu menyintaimu
Salahkah aku
mendekati hatimu itu
Salahkah aku
Sekadar menemani dirimu
Salahkahku
Ku tak bisa meninggalkanmu
Wahai tuhanku, aku bermohon kepadaMu,rasa takut padaMu, di dalam terang dan di dalam rahsia, perkataan yang benar di dalam marah dan redha...
