how does it's really feel?today is the slowest day in my life....but now i wish time won't running this fast....pretty much my time were occupied with a lot of stuff today....and tomorrow will be the same....it's SWOT vac but it won't be the same SWOT vac as before....pretty much thanx to people that really inspired me to be prepared and keep me stress on not getting to catch up....that's why i keep feeling heartache lately....wonder why, but i think it's the effect that u get when u're depressed...also,maybe cos of my meal takings..too much junk foods and fatty stuff....must keep healthy....mental and physical....but really, stress really can cause a lot of harm and make people do crazy things....thanx God, that sometimes U'd showed me the way to be patient and being grateful...also thanx to people that do keep up with my sudden changes..and let that stupid nuisance of mine as a joke and for telling me that it's alrite to feel that way..especially my mum...thanx God for that beauty creation of Him...others; dunno..i'm not really in mood of giving out my thoughts now cos in the first place i am not really sure if anybody would listen...i've been in that condition before and will never escape...so i just happy to stay in that silent mode....and wut u read here is really wut i want to say..and that's all...nothing to hide cos i'm not trying to escape from anything..and if i do, it's my mistakes.....
If fears what makes us decide,Our future journey,I'm not along for the ride,Cuz I'm still yearning,To try and touch the sun,My fingers burning,Before you're old you are young,Yeah I'm still learning