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it's 1:23 am now and i try to write sumthing for people that is soo special to me...i can't see the sky now cos it's too dark but i can see the rainbow with beautiful colors in my life...how could i describe all the feelings that one will have; after for long time i tried not to feel the same....i think it will never be the same cos this is my first time to feel this way....i guess my first real tears is when a friend of mine died 4 years ago....how can i'm not crying cos if not for her, i'll never be here....i feel stupid when i think about it but then i realised how much i feel happy for her as she always told me about the real things....and all i can do now and forever, is sending her my best prayers as reminder for our friendship....but being here, i gained more experienced..i met a lotsa people and glad that somehow, i found wut i've been seeking for....people won't believe it but since in school, i always feel empty inside....i tend to be alone eventhough i've got lotsa friends...why?surrounded by my friends in past ain't the same like now....i seek the reason for me being here through them, but none i found the answers....it's just the same, wut really matters is be cool, be active, be rebellious, partying, jamming, back stabbing, gossip and etc.....standing alone for the first time on the ground that is soo strange to me; i know this is where i will find the answers for wut i've been seeking for....it's hard at first when the truth is more harsh than wut u thought it mite be.....it's soo demanding that sumtimes i feel like giving the world up and just be the same old me....but thanx to the people around me that willing to accept me as their friends sincerely because of Him....i thought my new friendship with this people will be the same..just for the sake of feeling the importance to be accepted. it's different now, i feel like i've known them soo long that i'm not afraid to let them know wut i wouldn't tell others....i cherishes every moment that we all spend together..every laughter that we shared...every tears that has been shed....only u all knows..and for every hardship, sadness and burden that i feel....you just make it soo easy for me to go through it.....and guess wut, i think i know who's my best friends now.....THANKS! you all have given me too much help that i won't forget and that i couldn't repay back even in the next lifetime...but all i can say is; i am soo touched with your willingness to help eventhough i know everybody also have their own problems....may Allah rewards you all and i will always remember all of you eventhough we'll never talk or meet again...will be missing all those memories in RuthFairFax, Gowrie, The Lodge, IES, Cromwell College and now.....even when we met again, i hope that everybody will remains the same a we'll always be...young and free but knows wut we've been seeking for.....and i'll pray may He will lead us to the right paths.....
Dan ku imbas kembali Perbalahan Kewarasan diri.... Cahaya yang mengaburkan Kini menemani Rangkak yang berlari..
