jom layan perasaan?@@!$%sorry yah but kinda like this song at the moment...thanx to Aisyah for her omelan2 about life...i still think that people won't change just because they love you...it's really hard to find one person that change not just because they want to please you. i know it's not possible to change because you love somebody, but not too many people can survive it....changes take lotsa more from your own self and your own will and it's not sumthing that you do just because somebody ask you to change.....it won't last somehow cos you're not doing it from your own will and slowly it will dissappear and @ the end, people that you love will feel dissapointed and thinks that it all fake...and all the way if you ever survive the relationship,you just live in denial and guilty.... it's hard to find people that exactly have wut we want or wish, but it does not mean that we can force people or expect them to be what we wanted them to be....changes come through our own realisation about wut exactly we want in live. it is not a trend or pattern that everybody must follow....doesn't it feel stupid when we feel need to change just because we want to be accepted by people or love one or just because we want people to see us as such and such person? changes come from oneself with a realisation that they want to be better than the past. they don't think about wut others will say or whether they'll be accepted or not....
Pernah hatiku luka pedih
Kerana dicalari cinta penuh duri
Lemas aku dalam dilema
Kata janji manis sungguh tak bermakna
Mencarimu kasih bagai mencari mutiara putih
Walau ke dasar lautan sanggup ku selami
Namun tak percaya apa yang telah aku terjumpa
Kau sebutir pasir tak berharga
Demi cinta yang suci
Ku rela korbankan kepentingan diri
Demi sinar bahagia
Ku hambakan diri pada-Nya yang Esa
Baru kini ku rasai nikmatnya cinta yang suci
Tiada terbanding dengan cinta yang kau beri
Ranjau yang berduri akan aku tabah menempuhnya
Menyubur iman di dalam jiwa
Demi cinta yang suci
Ku rela korbankan kepentingan diri
Demi sinar bahagia
Ku hambakan diri pada-Nya yang Esa
Demi cinta hakiki
Ku sanggup redahi apa yang terjadi
Apalah erti cinta suci
Andai janji-janji sering dimungkiri
Apalah erti cinta murni
Andai kata-kata sering didustai
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