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23.1.06
1:38 PM

dearest dear,
it's been a while...dah lama rasanya tak merapu kat sini...heheheheh, i'm not that rajin plus dun't really have anything yg bagus2 untuk ditulis...but lately *sebab all my dearest fwendd dah balik* i miss u all so much!!! i noe i still tak naik2 KL lagi since diorang semua dah ada kat Malaysia...maaf sebab tak dapat2 juga nak tunaikan that one wish of mine and others....been belek2 ing my old diary when i was in OZ...funny cos i've soo much khazanah inc. a memo from huda n salwa... *salwa tulih: rabbit kalau nak gi makan ajak aku...huda tulih: rabbit jom kite membesar sama2...kak yanti tulih: rabbit, kak yanti tinggalkan "epul", which is suppose to b epal..makan tau!* also tix LOTR2 that i watched n couldn't recalled when i did really watched it....but then it was in 2003... anyway, i just want to let my fwendd noe, how grateful i am to have you all....it's different even when i spent time with my old friends...no one can really be that special other than you all....salwa, fazz, huda, aishah, leen, mas, ili, mynn, najwa, sarah ,denise,aiza,dila mai, shifa n da list goes on...thanx for the friendship n kindness that u give...


2.1.06
3:17 AM

tahun baru sudah tiba dan aku rasa, dalam hidup seseorang tu, it means that another new chapter akan dibuka seperti tahun2 yang sudah...mungkin bagi ramai orang tahun baru hanyalah satu lagi perubahan tarikh dan bakal berlalu begitu saja seperti tahun2 yang sebelumnya...maybe....dan mungkin juga tidak...maybe a positive thot about our new beginning will lead us to a positive start..who knows? anyway, bila dah masuk tahun baru, mesti kena ada azam kan? i dun't really put much hope in myself as nothing like resolutions can really motivates me...i dunno wut will i face in future but Insyaallah i will struggle to face it ...agaknya, that's my azam..just give my best shot in everything....tak mahu malas2 lagi and i hope for everything that i gain this time, datang dari usaha sendiri untuk memperolehinya bukan sekadar to save myself from the problems...so, another year has passed and syukur i am still in this world....bukan sekejap tau, 21 tahun di beri peluang berada di atas muka bumi *which is like for me, once in a lifetime peluang melawat ke bulan...*eventho i am not old but my experience is a treasure that i know i couldn't buy from anywhere...last year, penuh dengan big events that shud i say; devastating, sad but in a way, mengangkat kemanusiaan kita untuk menghulurkan bantuan....so, jom sama2 cipta banyak lagi kenangan indah this year and hopefully ia juga jadi titik tolak untuk kita menjadi lebih matang, lebih waras dan merasa kerdil sebagai hambaNya..SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2006/1426

"Demi masa. Sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar dalam kerugian.Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal saleh dan berpesan-pesan supaya mentaati kebenaran dan nasihat menasihati supaya menetapi kesabaran. (Surah Al-Asr: 1-3)"