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back into my hectic-yet procrastinate- days of student life....baru jer lepas satu midsem exam and i'm looking forward for another 3 papers to be finished...still i'm waiting for a few things to be settled and wish that everything went smoothly....i'm going back this 14/04 cos my cuzzie is going to get married....i feel sooo tired to the max now but then, i guess it's all emotion that mixed up in my mind and soul...but again, i have to live this life as this is all the chances that i have for once...keeping my faith is the hardest obstacle for me now and then....i just wish that i am soo strong as before even when i am alone, and that i do make right choices as being here is totally different from my life before..but past is a memory that i can remember but not to be hold on...it's strange cos moving on to a new pace is not me...seems like i will always stux in the same place until somebody come to pinch me.....guess i'm lack of motivation..not from somebody else's but from myself.....
just got back from Malam Pesona Siswi annual dinner for this semester....very nice event altho it's quite long..it's start at about 9 pm and ended at 12pm....i enjoyed it eventho it's only for siswi...ada fashion show, ada persembahan sajak, dikir barat and a video presentation about hijab and what's the meaning to be the one wears hijab....some more, the foods is good especially daging masak merah *my faveret*....got some more to write, but i need to compose it first~
salam to all~ haven't write in here for quite awhile. virus-virus kemalasan, bertangguh-tangguh dah datang balik. Insyaallah, itu bukannya suatu sifat yang tak dapat diatasi, cuma lupa menambah lagi kepada masalah yang dah sedia ada....*heheheheheh* apa yang berlaku?
1) after 3 years or so, finally pc ni dah di-reformat semula but i lost few very urgent, important and sentimental stuff to me...huhuhuhuhuh..especially all the piccies in Aussie and the first few months in Malaysia and of course gambar my sweet darlinks and Batrisya...*sedeynya saya*
2) i have start to learn and pick up some lines use by MMU Mlaka student....i try not to follow but it seems so contagious..i believe next time you meet me, lines such as; sedeynya saya, tak boleh belah, tau takpe and etc will come out from my mouth...aiyohhh....eventho i dun't understand wut the exact meaning, tp mulut ni rasa mudah sangat nak menyebut......
3) i need to learn again....learning about everything...i mean, it seems like there's still a lot of things that i did not know. i need to improve on a few area, about my study, my general knowledge, about my faith and also learn to be more steadfast on my principle, my opinion and to be patient too..and also learning to be consistent, able to resist and jadik garang!..*gelabah sangat*
4) as to minimize our budget and expenses, 4 of us decided to buy a small cooking place *like Ili's* to cook and perhaps use to heat our foods...oklaa for a start but nobody really use it..huhuhuhu~
5) Aishah and Suya went to visit me last 2 weeks..thanks very much for the willingness to come and belanja me~ lain kali datang lagi...:) btw, that's not the point, after a while, i'm glad that i did met with friends that i know .....quite bored here cos i dun't really have close friends that i can spend time other than my housemates...*lucky i have them!*. in regular basis, there's only my groupmate to chat with and it's only in class....boring isn't it....?
6) congrats tu Fazz, Najwa, Huda and Aishah for getting a job already..start tugas anda dengan semangat yang waja n have fun...nutting is bad or dreadful cos i know you all can do it~ besides new experience is necessary for us now and then~ ape-ape pon..enjoy!
7) tak mudah untuk berubah menjadi lebih matang tetapi, dalam suasana sekarang esp, i am the eldest one in da house terpaksa belajar menyesuaikan diri menjadi "kakak"...panggilan kakak tu dah jadi kebiasaan for me now eventho it's still weird to understand that i am still young to be this mature and called kakak....*perasan lah tuh* jadi sebagai kakak dan juga yang paling tua, i guess segala perlakuan juga percakapan that i do and say perlulah seswai.. it's good though sebab this really tech me how to control and behave myself as seorang yang berusia 22 tahun....
8) i just found out that i'm really good in writing in point...seems like i can write soo much...;P
updates..updates....takder cerita panas....just nak memenuhkan my entry with another junk~ wut shall i write? still thinking about things that actually i really want to write on but guess my brain is too slow to make up some good story...*memang membazir* SO, thanx kepada yang membaca...cos this is just another entry and it's not even a story.....~
mahu makan Nandos hot satu ngan peri-peri chips..yumyumyum~
mahu main dengan 
Batrisya
banyak lagi mahunya, tapi tak semua kemahuan itu adalah yang terbaik buat masa ini....got to go..assignmnets n midterm exams menunggu~
i went back to Kerteh last Friday...just for 3 days but rasa sangat berbaloi..sebab i manage to escape...from wut? nothing..just missing my family, homme and car ride with dad and my lil sis and bro....pretty much, i wanted to see Batrisya too but she went to Perak already for mystery drive...huhuhuhuhu, mom said she can walk already and her mouth couldn't stop from talking...missing her laa...and my first lil bro is in Kelantan, helping his friend to take care of his sick bro...he said that that kiddo has leukimia..so, there he went for 4 days...see how one month could change a lot of things in an instant...many things happen...so, here i am, in Kerteh with puzzling mom n dad.....but i think they don't mind about it as they know, i dun't really want to leave homme ..anyway, i took bus at 10pm last nite to Melaka...very tiring but fun anyway..and i was soo happy to see train *at last* around Gemas...first time i saw actual working *err....is it suppose to be moving?* train.....teringat train dalam pelem2 perang dolu-dolu..nostalgic sungguh eventho i did not even born at da moment....i want to write sumthing that i composed last nite....but couldn't recalled it...later laa~ got too many messages from grup mates of all subjects about assignments...suka-suki diorang jer lantik aku jadik setiausaha aka tukang taip...tak marah tp don't put high hopes on me...huhuhuhuuhhu~got to go....
