i just puzzled..i don't know if i did do something wrong because this friendship are not like before anymore. i wonder who change the most between us but i just want to let it go. if this is the way things are,now, i rather for it to end slowly without i noticing it. maybe that path we have crossed, ended here...it's weird though, cos i dun't feel free anymore to be around you.i lost the happiness vibe when i around you. everything now, is complicated and always hurting. i wonder, why always i have to be the second choice? am i only someone to lean on during rainy days......?if so, i still glad that you think of me for that....if that what a friend for.......