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Labels: it's the day............
before the day go by, before the thought in my mind lost, i would love to write something about today.. it's the 29th of February, and it only occur once for every four year...i always thought today is special as it takes a long time before it comes again. in 4 years, many things could happen. therefore to wait for 29/02 is not a short time. nothing really happen today but the morning started very gloomy because of the rain. i always think that when it's raining, it will create such a happy but a bit dramatic feeling in myrf heart but today, i just feel sad and terribly sorry for myself....but things are getting better as the day move along the situations....i feel at ease now and content with my mission on getting my tasks done today...shall i say that, he'd make me motivated again...thanks yah!and i just remember, that this day only falls on friday...very special, eh?
Labels: tired of being tired
for the days that you are feeling down and tired of the world, i am too, feels the same for you...i did not have any force to make you do what you didn't want even when my heart yearn to yell at you...i am tired of the same things too, but you seems like so far away from me now.....is it because i am doing too much or because i am not kind enough to be just a good company to you?
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
something fishy is in the air now....and i could figure it out already where it's coming from.......such a stup*id things to have fight on.. i wonder why some people just can't really accept their wrong doings or maybe perhaps admit that they did something wrong...but then, yeah, i have been on the same stage in life...feeling mad, inferior, and betrayed by people that i've put trust in..but then slowly, the feeling did go away and i becoming more mature bcos in that moment it happened, i kept thinking the rationality behind it.and slowly, i have to admit, yes i am stupid to give in so much and let others stepped on me and playing with my trust.but it's a good lesson...and now, i see it happen to others and i feel funny cos it's such a small matters if both parties really find way to apologize each other and start to compromise about their differences....but it does not seems to happen...so as an audience, i could only listen and watch but to resolve, it's not in my power to do so..and i hate to take side cos we all sinners...............
Labels: xoxo.....you know you love me
gossip...who didn't love to gossip..but gossip could be poison to one's relationship or maybe something to joke about for others....it's an entertainment to many of us... the truth inside a gossip, who knows whether it is, the way it seems like or it just words made up by others because of many reasons...jealousy, envy,fear, and many other negative thoughts always associated with gossip. and i wonder, how hurtful to be torn by gossip and how victorious it feels to be the one who spread the gossip?
isolation is the hardest thing a person has to encounter.some people choose to isolate themselves but most of us, choose to leave people around us. it can be for a good reason, but most of the time, we did not realise that it happen.and the feeling of being alone,is not a great feeling, my friend.
Labels: love.your.dreams.
Everyday I pray to help me through the day to
make myself stronger... and I pray
Right now, the dreams I've longed for are slowly approaching and unfolding
When I close my eyes, I can hear someone's prayer entering my heart
I believe that all many promises I've made with the stars will come true one day
We can do anything if we sweat, and pay attention to those who are special to us
Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams
Try your best to overcome the upsetting and tough obstacles
Okay, open your eyes to the sky, then you can find the way for the better days
Now we can live together in this world
When it's tough, you can rest.
Okay, you quickly take a second
The longed dream that the many stars know about, you can take it
It will be easier if we work together
This dream of yours is filled with passion, it's all yours.
There's not question
I believe that all many promises I've made with the stars will come true one day
We can do anything if we sweat, and pay attention to those who are special to us
Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams
Even if we cry during our lives (No, baby no more cry)
I will be your strength (I'll pray for you and me tonight)
If you notice the stars that resemble you, then I will confess my love for you
Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over (watch over) your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams
Once in a lifetime fly to the star (fly to the star), always remembering your dreams (remember your dreams)
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have
Love for your dreams
picture courtsey of:Aya
i always feel sorry for myself..i am sorry for the things and acts that i have done...i always feel sorry that sometimes my thoughts seem to be overwhelmed for everyone to take...and i am sorry that i still didn't find a person that really see me for me..or maybe that i didn't see that person the way he/she is....that i was sorry for...it is tiring to feel sorry but i can't help myself...and now, i am more sorry that i missed the person(s) that always say that it is ok and did not need to feel sorry for it...i missed their comfort and shoulders that always been there for me...right now, i feel so empty cos i know no one will ever say such things like before to me anymore..and i am sorry if what I've choose make you feel betrayed, left out or otherwise.....i didn't see the point of carrying things that way and in the end, i didn't want to feel much sorrier than i am now.....
i wonder myself, what type really i am...it's been a long day today and i wonder if my life is great as i believe it is....?i wish that my life is like Korean/Japanese dramas that i watched...the ending was always good and happy...no one get hurts, and even so...always there is somebody that could endure it. in real life, i didn't know if i could endure it in the same way. life as it is, was created beautifully by Him... i am sure of that as He created both man and women to feel the need of each other...He also created human and tree as to show that we can be both different living beings that can't be set apart.on top of everything, He'd show that to any living things, love conquer most of our life, soul and mind...without feeling love and empathy, this world wouldn't be as beautiful as what we see,taste and feel now...regardless of that, still some people does not appreciate love as much as to bear others but building hatred and anger inside them....why i am writing this? i didn't know myself..but there's sometimes in my life that i decided to shut the love feeling inside me.. i never believe that love really can comfort me. i never found that actually in my life...when i started to like and love, i fear that soon, i'll be losing it..and sometimes, it does happened...i was frustrated, and it's hurt...between family, friends and all...i always losing their attention, patient and of course love, slowly..i wonder if i didn't love them enough or is it because they didn't feel the need to love me anymore? it was always frustrating....but as i see around me, i can't stop myself to love and like..but then, i decide to just let it be my secret and matter to be ignored...it's better to smile even when people didn't know how you feel...
