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Labels: under my umbrella..
i just don't feel right...it's sucks!
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Labels: so i miss you...
i feel lots of differences nowadays...still i didn't want things to change.i don't want to change and i wish for things not to change...i feel older when everything is new again. and i hate to start over again when things just did not work out the way it suppose to.there is always but in life right? too much sometimes and this is my but all about...but i think, if things are are not meant for me the way i wish it will be, i guess i have to change.i can not solely be dependent on dreams that i created myself. that will fit in my own imagination but sooner or later it will destroyed my life in reality.why i am saying this? i cannot really find the reason.i just feel like i an changing,people around me too...also the world is changing...fiercely changing that it's sometimes feels really hard to keep up or even to copy the next person's doing....and because it's too rapid, i sometimes
feel like feeling are just like an old memories that we'll never taste again..how does it feels to truly feel the happiness which are not because of something material?does tears still streaming down our cheeks each time we see people that are less fortunate or even feels touch by a simple kind act by strangers or children?maybe some us will say yes..such things do touch my heart still..but right at the same moment, are we really put our heart to the things that happened to us eventhough there is no such situation occur in front of us?do we really care about our friends or we care more about our appearance and their's in order to gain respect and all? does we really are friendly as we show to others or is it just a feeling that we make people believe in?so that, the next time we need help we can use them with the thought in mind that we are actually asking out of friendship and all?does we really love the person that we are with now? have you ever thought that maybe somewhere in future maybe he/she may leave with the reason that the feeling is not there anymore?and so, we are changing..changing to something that are actually self-contain even we said that's for you own good but at the end, it's our self that gain the goodness even in vain..
like flowers in bloom,
love by its colors,
ditch when its gloom.
Labels: industrial.training
been busy lately...this time, it's a real busy matters...i feel uptight and depress with the increasing number of responsibilities that i have to take care. beside that, i feel so down that no one care enough to talk to me or asking me how does it feel today...i am tired and exhausted of all the feelings and pressure but i guess i have to face it...even when it means that i have to face it alone..i learned a lot these days; that sometimes the only thing that we need the most is our own self pretending that it's all good and we're leading such a good life.such agony seems works really well to cover up all the ugly stuff that we have to face all day, most of the time..pretending to be tough, strong and decisive seems to be the best method to make people respect and adore us.but i feel so weak now, and i always keep remind myself, that i am only human...most of the time, i am weak and in need of comfort...but in the end too, i learned not to rely too much in others...they're weak too and also need a shelter to cover their weaknesses...
No, but you won’t let me But I hate it But, I hate it And I hate how much I love you, boy And you completely know the power that you have And I hate how much I love you, girl One of these days, maybe your magic won’t affect me That’s how much I love you Labels: hate that i love you
my heart feel absolute confusion...it's full of anxiety over an uncertain matter,losing you...it feels so hard to understand...and my maddening heart wouldn't allow me to stop from regretting such act and words that i said before. and i wish i could throw it to you some more so that you know, how does it feels inside..but then, you taught me something; you'll never leave me feeling mad even though i know that you are also mad and disappointed with me...there's always things to say that make me forget..it was you who started...!
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for a while?
You upset me, girl, and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
Said, I despise that I adore you
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me, yay
That's how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so, so
Labels: umyeong?
I dont really know love
I didnt know it would come to me like this
My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love
If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn't have started in the first place
Like a fool, I am regretting this late
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you
What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can't contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,
It makes it even more hard..
