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syahida
perfection of unperfect

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14.3.08
2:55 AM

been busy lately...this time, it's a real busy matters...i feel uptight and depress with the increasing number of responsibilities that i have to take care. beside that, i feel so down that no one care enough to talk to me or asking me how does it feel today...i am tired and exhausted of all the feelings and pressure but i guess i have to face it...even when it means that i have to face it alone..i learned a lot these days; that sometimes the only thing that we need the most is our own self pretending that it's all good and we're leading such a good life.such agony seems works really well to cover up all the ugly stuff that we have to face all day, most of the time..pretending to be tough, strong and decisive seems to be the best method to make people respect and adore us.but i feel so weak now, and i always keep remind myself, that i am only human...most of the time, i am weak and in need of comfort...but in the end too, i learned not to rely too much in others...they're weak too and also need a shelter to cover their weaknesses...

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