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syahida
perfection of unperfect

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28.4.08
6:38 AM

ever wonder why secret ever exist? i think because we lack of faith in someone or something that it occurs..and because of our guilty towards anybody or anything that leads us to be secretive.but to tell you the truth, i never have secrets in my life...but now, i guess i want to keep my opinion and thought as secret to myself and few "people" that i believe in cause each day i only find frustration in others that i thought are my friends...i am sick of some people that in my eyes, ONLY bragging about how good they are compare to others but did not really do what they said..and in the same time actually feel so unsecured about themselves that they start to accused others of being not what they are...i feel sad because i could only see but cannot talk my mind as i am too, feel like it is not my problem...and that's my secret..i have done lots a thinking and i feel that maybe, this are not my real friends...if you are my friend, why are you so afraid to tell anything to my face instead of talking at the back? how secretive is that, if from ur face, i could read it all..what is it in life that you are not satisfy about? u have the same chances as all of us and sometimes even better than anyone..i wonder what change you, cos i can only see that u are becoming not you more and more..and if that's the way that u choose, i would gladly wish u good luck cos i am not losing anything if i lose a friend like you. you sure will be great memories in my life as you thought me a lot about faith and where i suppose to keep it....do remember that u will always have my shoulder to lean on when you are sad or unhappy and it' ok for me if you did not want me when you are happy...cos friend are not just being happy rite? if only you know..

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