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Labels: m.a.y.b.e
tonight, He granted me a small time to spend on my wishes.and i did wish to spend it with someone. everyday since i got to know this person, i wish to have some little time to hang out with him. this person just reminds me of someone. but not only because he reminds me of that someone but i actually love to spend the time with him...it feels so much fun, and i feel like i am my own self. but maybe i say such a statement blindly because of my interest on him..and i know it is unfair...i am wondering myself if this is a right thing to write and in myself, to put such confidence..but it does feel different and i cannot resist a slightest thought about this person each day...the thought of him, his saying make my day happier even when i did not feel like wake up on each early mornings nor having to work through all night.and still i am wondering if this is something that i should consider as falling in love? because if so, i don't have confident to keep my feeling shows or to see him each day when i know that in future i will not be seeing him anymore..time will heal each time, that's the way life is but to tell truth, i could not think of a day without not remembering him...so weird, i feel like crying each time...i found it funny too as i am not this type of person who are putting hope in a person to be liked back.but, He gave me some times from my remaining days in life, to meet someone like him that really make my world turn upside down and sometimes seems unreasonable...regardless of how the person feels about me, i just want sometimes to waste on you even when i am hurt at the end...i am glad to say, if i were to be alone till the end, i am glad that i once fell in love with someone even it's only for one tick of time.and even you did not realise this, i'll keep all matters to you and me only...ke-nyang~
